Thursday, January 28, 2016

Chaos of Life...

Sometimes in life you just get so caught up everything... and by everything?

  • stepdad getting a lung transplant
  • course fully loaded with senior classes
  • trying to stay on top of homework
  • keeping up on projects for future presentations
  • work
  • living situations
  • puppies
  • car troubles 
  • new boyfriend

And all the anxiety that comes with it... 

It's become such a whirlwind of emotions and I can't handle it anymore.




                                          I
                                               Can't
                                                        Handle
                                                                    It.




What do I do? What can I do? My depression is horrible tonight. I'm so frustrated I just want to yell... I'm ready just to give up. I just want to cry. Who cares anyways? Sure doesn't seem like anybody does. They say they do, but nobody really seems to show it.

I feel like I'm barely holding it together most days.